back again

woah haven't checked in for some time...

so here is where I stand. Last time I wrote on this thing I was freaked about possible abnormal cells after my Pap. Well, I went to an OB - which was great, getting established with one is always a good thing! And she was wonderful, performed exploratory biopsy, etc. Literally during the procedure, AF started. Not kidding. So that answered my question about the 2WW. (why my cycle was uber-long last month, i have no idea. the only thing I can think of was stress - the stress of over thinking everything too much).

Recovery was PAINFUL as a mofo. My vag was swollen to hell - I could barely sit down for 2 days. Good Lord I am soo sensitive down there. I think I must be crazy that I want to actually push a child out of there??

Anyway - results are in - we are GOOD! nothing wrong! All tests negative! yayyy!

so we are back at it this month. I have to say, I'm SO MUCH MORE RELAXED than last month. Not sure what got into me in January. I was thinking about it, doing OPK's, and just putting way too much thought into it. It's VERY easy to get sucked into that. I just have to remind myself, I don't WANT to be like that right now!

That being said, I think I'm getting close to the O time. Again, not charting...don't want to...you can read why HERE. We are just having a grand ol' time and seeing how it goes.

We are headed out tonight for a weekend get away. It's to one of my favorite locations, which I find very romantic...and with my O being right around the corner (aka next few days) - this could be a great thing :)

Here's hoping to this month being "the month"!!! It's weird to think that if it does become the one - we would have a November bambino. SO WEIRD to think that way! eeeek!

OK not getting my hopes up. Let's just have a great weekend together :)