dumm de dum.

nothing too exciting to talk about today.

This weekend we are supposed to go away & do some boarding, but who knows. Technically I'm in the 2ww and AF should be arriving around 3/16 or so. Which puts me at Monday...

at which point I will try not to get crazy about POAS. However I do own like 10 tests from $1 Tree. Gotta love it.

I've determined that if this is not the cycle for us, then it will be OK. There are a few things coming up that I will get to enjoy and be silly about - like maybe going boarding some more and drinking WAY too many beers with friends. Having a glass of wine outside once the nice weather (hopefully) rolls in. So yea, I'm not going to be bummed. Just gotta look at things from a positive perspective!

I still have not told anyone about our journey of TTC. I have a few friends who are PG right now. One that was more of a childhood friend than anything. She is going to be mad insulted if she finds out we are thinking about TTC without telling her. (I think she feels I need to tell her everything? um no.) But I haven't seen or heard from her in months so I think we are good. In fact, I feel the need to rant about her for a minute because honestly, this bitch thinks I'm stupid. I think.

The facts are this: we aren't really friends anymore. She doesn't want to "let go" - in that every 3 or 4 months she will call me up or email to ask why I haven't come out there (back home, about 1.5 hrs away) to "see her". Why haven't I called HER and come to HER to ask her about HER life...hmmm lemme think for a second. Probably because you are annoying and a tad self-centered? Friendship is a 2-way street. Get yo little booty in the car, pick up the phone, and come out to visit me for once. Thank You.

Wondering what I will do when I get the invite to her baby shower. UGH. Really don't wanna go.