so, here's the story.

I am no longer pregnant.

I lost the baby on June 23rd.

I was roughly 9 weeks along.

I have not blogged about it because to be quite honest, right after it happened I just needed a break from everything. TheBump, blogging, anything baby related. It was pretty much the most horrific experience of my life thus far - and reliving it isn't something I wish to do a whole lot of.

Basically I started spotting on a Friday evening. I went to the ER, had an U/S done - was told I was "measuring behind" - which I knew was not good. 4 days later I began to bleed & pass clots the size of things you could not imagine. I lost the whole thing naturally - no D&C needed. It was painful physically, emotionally, and just a lot of both DH & I.

So here I am. It's August 6th. I finally got my period last weekend and finishing it up now. DH & I are totally ready to get back at this & do it again. I just hope we aren't setting ourselves up for more heartbreak & disappointment. I still have my moments where I break down. It's been pretty tough to keep it together.

However, tonight I will break out the BBT Thermometer and start charting again tomorrow.

We just hope & pray that we can get pregnant and finally welcome a baby into our lives.