BFN at 12dpo.

poooop!

my temp is still up at 97.70 so who knows.

I have sore boobs & gas. But those are also PMS signs. BAHHHHHH.

confirmed with a digital!

Yep, I went out & bought some digitals because who on earth can resist seeing the GLORIOUS word staring you back in the face?

PREGNANT.

I know that I had 2 positive tests on Tuesday, but I have to admit, I still had some anticipation peeing on this digital test. I was SO pumped and happy to see the result!

Here is my first official belly pic. I cut out my head because I am paranoid & anonymous like that.

I am realizing that I am a fatass. And that I need a tan ASAP.

Current Symptoms:

• sore boobs - HUGE boobs. My God, could these things get ANY bigger? I'm sure they will! SCARY!
• fatigue - I'm definitely tired. Which I'm sure will only get worse.
• urination - holy crap, I am a peeing machine these days. I even had to get up during the night to pee. NEVER HAPPENS to me.

that's it for now. no other symptoms that I can think of, other than feeling FAT & BLOATED!

4 weeks, 5 days!?!?!

after all the excitement of the BFP, poor DH really REALLY had to leave for work, as he was late. So he tells me he is leaving, I kiss him goodbye - he leaves.

I start to shower and I'm rinsing my hair and he comes back in, flings open the shower curtain and says "I love you so much. Your boobs look so nice." LOL

I said "yea, well are ya still gonna love me when I'm craving Cookie Dough Ice Cream with Pickles on top, and a huge baby belly??" teee hee.

he said yes of course.

I hope he knows what he is in for.

On another note, I filled out all the info on FF.com. I am officially 4 weeks, 5 days pregnant. EDD is Jan 21, 2010. That's one day after Daddy's Birthday. how sweet!

OMG OMG OMG!!! BFP!!! B-F'ING-P!!!!!!!!!!!

YOU WILL NOT BELIEVE THIS!!!

Last night I told myself that if I had another high temp this morning, I would POAS. Today is 12dpo and I figured it was well within a reasonable range for me to test.

So I had a VIVID dream last night that I took a test & 2 lines appeared. Meh, whatever. Took my temp this morning - 97.70. Not insanely high, but also not very low. I thought I would be all psyched to wake up & test. Nope! Totally relaxed. Went right back to sleep. Woke up a bit later having to pee like a MOFO and decided I would try out a Dollar Tree test.

I go in the bathroom and pee in a cup, take the test & place it on the counter. I brush my teeth & DH walks in before leaving for work to give me a hug. I start hugging him (still half asleep at this point). He tells me he's headed off to work. Ok, love you, bye.

I turn around, look at the pee-stick and see the faintest of faintest of a line:


me: "Ummm. H? Is that a LINE??"
him: "Uhhh where? Gee, I don't know...what does that mean if it is?"
me: "Ummm it means I MIGHT BE PREGNANT!!"

*runs over to the cabinet & rips opens FRER test* (thank GOD I kept the pee in the cup and didn't dump it out!)

I took that test, ran downstairs to grab my camera. DH let me do my thing. As soon as I came back upstairs with my camera, THERE IT WAS!! The most beautiful, gorgeous line I've ever seen in my life. Clear as day: (in person, not as clear in these pics!)

And another more clear pic:

I ran to the top of the stairs, screamed my H's name and began sobbing, yelling "I'M PREGNANT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

We are both just so unbelievably excited right now. I cannot believe this. I had every reason to think this cycle was a total bust. The ONLY thing different is that my boobs are sore in a different spot (underside instead of on the side like usual).

It's only a line on a test, and already I'm so in love. *swoon*

soo sore

oh Monday morning. ho hum.

so AF is due today or perhaps tomorrow. Right now I'm on CD 33. I should be getting her right about now - and I definitely feel like she is coming. I'm not discouraged though. I feel like each cycle I learn more about my body. I am going to really do the OPK thing again next cycle, except buy enough so that I can test for several days in a row. That way I can really try & pinpoint ovulation.

I broke down and took 2 HPT's last week. I know, silly huh? There was good reason though. We went away this weekend...and I knew there would be LOTS of boozing going on. I knew that it was probably too early to tell if I was PG or not - but they were only $1 store tests...and I thought, if I was PG and I never knew it and then went and drank my face-off, I would feel like such a jerk. So the tests came back negative. I went and had a great time this weekend. TOO good of a time! I'm SO sore from snowboarding & whatever happened after I drank a tad too much...HAHA. woops.

SO hopefully AF will come soon & I can get her over with so that we can move onto the next cycle. My boobs are REALLY sore and I just know it's because of AF coming to town.

on buying HPT's at the $ store.

Ok so i'm sure anyone who is reading this (IF anyone reads this?) has done this.

I go to the Dollar Store with H - tell him we are on the lookout for HPT's. He asks why, I explain to him that they are MAD expensive at a normal store, chuckle a little bit at his cluelessness, and then proceed down the aisle with health & beauty products.

I finally find the tests - yes! they are in stock. woo! OK let's see how many I can grab here without looking shady. Excuse me JR, can you please move out of the way so I can reach over you and grab as many of these as I can? THANKS.

H has at this point, wandered off in the store because he was starting to get uncomfortable standing in the aisle with all the vagina-related materials.

I meet him in the front of the store, at which point he sees me holding 10+ boxes of HPT's. MORTIFIED he then decides to pick up a random tool or something that he "needs". I think this was a desperate attempt to distract the cashier from realizing that I was cleaning them out of their supply of pee-sticks.

It was an amusing adventure. Hopefully I won't go through these 10+ tests and will not have to go back soon. (for H's sake)

This isn't Juno. I'm not 16. I'm a married woman and I could give a damn if I buy 20 HPT's at the $ store, or any for that matter. I just want to get one that says positive :)