i'm done.

I cannot have any more sex this week. Just can't.

So really...if I have not ovulated yet, then fuck it. My temps aren't really rising that much so who the hell knows. I got YET ANOTHER positive OPK today, which just doesn't make sense.

I cannot believe how overly difficult getting KU actually is. How blissfully ignorant are those people who just walk by their husband and get pregnant?? Makes me sick.

afternoon delight

yes, that's right. It's come down to that.

My temps are screwing with my patience - seems my body loves to taunt me and take it's own sweet time ovulating, so we are still on the "hump like rabbits" train.

Today my H & I met up at our house for lunch and got it on. Aww yes.

Here is my chart so far this month. I'm hoping we've timed things right, and that I get a temp rise tomorrow morning. *crosses fingers for O*

all about the O.

well, it's that time. The time where I get pee & temp crazy. This weekend I started to get some EWCM and started peeing on some OPK's. Lo & behold I think I should be O'ing soon, if not today. I will admit that my chart confuses the F outta me right now. I feel like I should have O'ed already and to be honest, I wish I had because having sex all the time makes this woman TIRED.

*tap tap*....excuse me, uterus?

hello? are you there?

can I get some CM? Please?

It's CD 16 dammit. And I'm dry as a bone.

*sigh*

Just when I thought I was figuring my cycles out - I have a feeling this is going to be another 37 day one. Ugh.

So I have not had one sign of any CM. Last month I had EWCM on CD13 & 14. Ohhhh how I <3 me some EWCM. But alas, I wait.

My temps are looking OK I suppose - except for that one minor freak out earlier this week. I think that was due to the hot weather we were experiencing...(which should be GREAT for my charting attempts this summer.)

But yea - so far no sign of O'ing. I'm hoping this weekend it happens. H & I will probably get things going just in case so we don't miss the window. In the meantime I'm peeing on OPK's like it's my J-O-B.

for the love of ANYTHING - I want to get PREGNANT!!

so...

just when I thought I was being all knowledgeable about my ute...??

I'm 99% sure that I've already O'ed this month. All my signs have come & gone - positive OPK, EWCM, Wet CM, etc. The thing that's weird is that if that is true, than I O'ed pretty early. Like, 4-5 days early?

Anyway I cannot complain because we definitely were good about our timing during those few days. So let's just hope for the best! Nothing really to report on otherwise. My boobs are starting to get sore which is again, odd for me - as my period is still a good 10+ days away. Then again, it could be due to the ridonkulous amount of yardwork that I was doing this weekend. Talk about back-breaking stuff! ugh!

so I suppose we now just sit back & relax, and wait....OH the wait. gotta love it.

successful pee.

holy crap, I actually peed on SOMETHING that produced a positive result!

that's right folks - got a positive OPK last night, woot woot! I know, I know...nothing to get THAT excited about. It doesn't guarantee me an O after all - but still - I peed on 8 of those little suckers last month with no luck. At least I feel like now I am starting to KNOW my cycle more, and understand just about when I ovulate.

Yesterday I had some serious O pains (or what I percieved them to be at least). This was way before my +OPK so I think it sounds like all things are moving in the right direction!

So of course last night I told hubbs to get crack-a-lackin'! let's go Superman! Do your thing! haha.

this is the extent to which I will obsess for now. It's purty fun I must admit, just the thought that there might be a chance this month! yayy :)