i gave in.

so bad, I know. But when you have $1 tests, it's really hard to refrain from just peeing on them. "It's only a dollar..."


BFN.

Meh - to be expected. I'm not giving up hope. It's still early. My overlay chart still looks good, and even though I had a temp drop this morning - my temps are still looking high.

I have no symptoms though. Not even a sore boob. BLAH.

overlay obsession

another high temp today. I feel like these 2 cycles are looking SOOO much alike...! GAH!

hide the pee sticks.

hide 'em all.

Because I don't know how the eff I will hold out until this weekend to pee.

It's not just the high temps that are making me crazy, but it's the fact that the past 2 nights I've had to get up to pee in the middle of the night...which for me...NEVER HAPPENS. EVER.

Except for when I was KTFU. So yea, that is screwing with my already fragile 2ww mind.

Here is today's chart:

crazy, obsessive 2ww birthday lady.

yep that's me! Today is my Birthday. woot woot.

The chart is looking better. Here is my daily whoring of the chart so you can all see how lovely my temps have been lately. Followed by the traditional over-analytic psycho analysis that is ever so present with the 2ww.

(FF.com gave me a free VIP 5 day trial today. They must have totally decided to do it as a bday gift. Right.)


I like the looks of the dip yesterday. Implantation perhaps? Hmmm...

If we compare to my last BFP cycle, they are looking mighty similar...dip & all. Here is the overlay:

Houstin, we have crosshairs.

woot WOOT!!

It's about damn time. Just seeing those red lines is glorious. Makes me realize that my body is not broken after my miscarriage. I am so thankful for this. I really needed it.

Now all I need to do is not go bat-shit-crazy during this 2ww. That's going to be hard. I don't know many women that remain sane during the 2ww. *sigh*

still no crosshairs.

my chart can go DIAF.

SOOO frustrated w/ my chart.

I cannot get a temp rise for the life of me. I'm pretty much done with this cycle. The stress of TTC is just out of control. It's now causing tension between me & DH.


Why do I have a feeling that getting pg again is going to take FOREVER for me? It's not going to happen right away. I just have a feeling. I'm so over this.